est. august 2015
mcu-based, independent, selective
tracking #amazingarachnid

chemistacy

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          seeing him is a SUCKER PUNCH to the gut; a phantom hand
          curling like a vice grip around the column of her throat; all her
          breath ripped from lungs. it tears at her insides & rearranges
          them with little prejudice, tucking her rusty CAGE of a heart
          amongst bone splinters and broken down tissue. where ribs
          once sat lays a wreckage, crushed up & strewn haphazardly
          as a bed for a badly BEATEN organ. 

          funny, how even in a city so vast, filled with MILLIONS upon 
          milions of civilians, she’s run into the ONE person she seeks
          to avoid. (funny, and yet somehow awful.)

          but still, features arrange themselves into some semblance
          of calm, of understanding & kindness. warmth radiates like
          SUNSHINE, pure over perfect white enamel that stands in
          stark contrast to the soft rosy tint of her mouth. it settles
          easy and familiar, completely unconsciously, into the lines
          at the corners of hazy blues, that GROW when her GWEN
          STACY
 smile appears.

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          ❛   hi, peter,   ❜   she greets him with LOVE & adoration, all
          dredged up from the depths under which she’d once LOST
          herself. peter parker was a rip current and she was only
          now learning to hold herself above water.

       Her voice cuts through the crowd like a beacon he has
       to try and reach. The curve of her lips, the emerald in her
       eyes, the growing urgency in his lungs for air. It’s an all
       too familiar sensation that threatens to tear him apart.
       He has spent weeks on end living in withdrawal, starved
       and thirsty for a little sign of her, enough to know she was
       happy without him. What stood before him was a constant
       reminder that to love somebody was to either keep them
       or let them go.

      He takes an experimental step forward, then stops dead in
      his tracks, as if an imaginary line in the concrete has stopped
      him from
ever crossing it again. He stares, mouth slightly agape,
      eyes blinking twice before he realizes he needs to appropriate
      a response.

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                                     ❝  You —- You look good.   ❞

                                          What? You idiot, stop that.

     He immediately backtracks, taking his finger off the stupid
     auto-pilot feature
before trying again.

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                   ❝     I - I mean, uh… H-How, how have you been?      ❞

     He thinks for a second, glancing down at his feet and
     realizing how precariously close he is to the metaphorical
     line.

     He might be the riptide, but she was his gravity.
     His pushes and pulls were would always be centered on her.

#chemistacy  #[ RP | PARA ]  #[ v┊with great power ]  #//i do this to u bc i love u  #//i know u can take the pain  #//we're not even done with the awkward formalities yet and it already hurts hnnngh  

MJ