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Find her once when she’s the life of the party,
the sun that illuminates an ivory sky, dotted with
stardust in her eyes and carbon in her lungs.
Find her again when the music dissipates, the crowds
create distance and all that’s left is you and her
and the lingering taste of sadness on both your lips.
Kiss her once because it’s desperate and mournful,
and you haven’t felt loved in centuries, and there isn’t
anything magical or romantic about trying to taste
chocolate houses when hers was a sweetness by itself.
Kiss her again because rouge lips have
become an affliction all on its own,
and kissing a burning star has become
a new addiction of yours.
Love her once because you aren’t ready to start
remembering anniversaries; little quirks and
favorite meals, and god forbid you ever forget
about two different ways to kill somebody.
So you would rather watch her leave like this
then any other way.
Love her again because she still
cradles your head in her arms.
Love her again because you start to miss
finding her in that empty space in your heart,
and you stopped expecting to find a ghost
and start to see red blood pump through
your blue veins all over again.
Love her again because she stole your soul.
Love her again because every wish spent on
shooting stars, asking for a second chance,
all led you to her.
– this is twice now.
#[ JACKPOT ; ] #[ ' until the last falling star ' ] #[ The Daily Queugle ]
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