est. august 2015
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chemistacy:

           ❛   oh no…   ❜   the murmur is only barely audible, spoken
           so quietly that her own ears hardly register the whisper. it’s
           a sigh that hardly cuts through air, unable to RISE above
           the white noise — the familiar din — that is new york city.

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          gaze crinkles, soft little FEET making a home at outermost
          edges of hazy blues. they deepen & grow, accommodated
          by a SUNNY smile and giddy laugh that erupts before she
          has any chance to stop it. 

                    gwen stacy is NERVOUS, and she isn’t sure
                    exactly how to handle that. (how very ODD.)

          like warm summer rain, the light in her eyes dim, shadowed
          by the halo of cornsilk and gold, by faded kohl & thick lashes.
          still, tenderness REMAINS, sits idly behind the tipped edge
          of her apple red mouth and lopsided cant of her chin. 

          propensity for affection shows itself, displayed in SPADES
          when she speaks, fingers tangling together & delicate little
          knuckles knocking and twisting.   ❛   you do, too. REALLY,
          you do.   ❜   the earnestness in her voice is TANGIBLE, as
          transparent as the light of day. 

               damn you, peter parker. she’ll never be able to quit you. 

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          a clearing of throat allows the blonde to REASSESS the 
          situation, to steel any RUNAWAY emotions from taking off
          like a freight train (headed straight for a pipe bomb.

          ❛   long time no see.   ❜   laughter, full & clear as church bells.
          ❛   i’ve been                            ❜   hesitation now, as if anything
          she MIGHT say should be held close and ONLY for herself.   
          ❛        i’ve been okay. good, even, on days that end in y. how
          are YOU, though?   ❜   & behind the inquiry, begging that he’ll
          say yes, if only to give her a piece of mind. 

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He can’t help himself, so obviously still obsessed with that
          sunlight laugh. The lines of his lips crack into a small smile,
          modest and thankful that she is dealing with nervousness
          just as well.

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          His smile aligns itself back into place, a neutral expression
          worn to try and salvage any hopes of a promise he is intent
          on keeping, no matter how much it may HURT him; or worse
          yet, no matter how much it may be the DEATH of her.

          There is a pause, a gaze that seems to last for a bit more than
          a handful of seconds. He’s standing with long-limbed grace, a
          slouched expression and careful candor as to not give away
          any of his old quirks whenever he was in her presence.
          Nervous pacing, a scratch of the neck, a lasting glance,
          were just minor symptoms when it came to her.

          A pinch of burden lifts itself off his heart,
          when he knows that she is alright.
          That’s as much as he can ask for.

         But he knows he wants so much more:
         he wants her day, her week, her
         hand in his. He is a greedy, petulant
         child that still wants.

                                          ❝   Me? I’ve. . .    ❞

         The words start to form in the pit of his stomach:

                       I saw your BROTHER last week,
                       at that bookstore in downtown.

                      AUNT MAY keeps asking where
                      you have been.

                     I haven’t had a decent
                     intake of breath since
                     this gap between
                    YOU && I.

                                              ❝   I’m alright.    ❞

                       He shrugs as the words fall out
                       with the bluest tint of regret,
                      but earnest in its honesty.
                      He’s alright as long you’re okay.

                      He pauses, looking down at his sneakers,
                      before he speaks again.

                              ❝   So uh —- you… you busy?    ❞

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